all shall be well all shall be well and all manner of things shall be well julian of norwich

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Sunday, August 15, 2010

top ten people i danced w. tonite:

a) alison from kitchner, (three dances) and her talk of scouting, newmarket, small towns, and the like
b) the gentleman who grew up in timmins, who wore the retro ironic purple tux w. velvet lapels, he was tender and generous...we talked about shania twain
c) alex from toronto, who works in oise with homeless queer youth, and had the white shirt, black tie, and perfect faux hawk of baby butch dyke glory.
d) charles, bald head, smelled like basalm pine, who moves earth works in brampton
e) the black women who works as a teacher for angry kids on the east side, with her perfect soft, loose, misha bruggermanesque afro
f) the v. awkard and v. sweet writer formerly of eye, in the oatmeal coloured sweatervest.
g) alex from mariselles, who smelt of strong cigarettes, sweat, and sweet spicy cologne
h) the woman who was wearing a 70s nightgown of acetate adn rayon, which i described as sissy spaecek in a robert altman film ca 1970
i) the girlfriend of the v. short, and v. butch boy who told me another time twice kindly, and who i never danced with
j) leo.


corrected all the problems with the lds dances of my youth, and missed the hard cock pushing against warm cotton, but the amazing thing about dancing with boys, is that at least twice, close and hot together, even thru ages of material, cocks touch---there was so much other things going on, grace, tenderness, sweetness, openness, affection, touch, devotion to the idea of growing community, humour, and even some tension--but there must be a french word for the erotic nostalgia for an event that you wanted to occur at 14 but happened at 30.

Thursday, August 12, 2010

pillows weaved by the 2nd grade students on a cardboard loom.

15 american american poems that convinced DC Cooper not to write like Rimbaud, including a beautiful one by Schyuler that is this great space where he learns h is own voice and splits from o hara like skin on hot vinyl, one by tate i have never seen before, and an o hara with maybe my favourite of his opening lines:
"
I am stuck in traffic in a taxicab
which is typical
and not just of modern life"


interview with martin ca 1997

andy spain on brutalism in the uk, essay and a handful of fotos.

early mezzotint holy cards with paper lace edges.


coupland's digital orca--like most of his work, it's has a visual sheen, a fetish that is modern and postmodern, slick and fractured w/o being broken, plastic in every sense of that wd, but not smart and not v. deep--and so i keep wondering if there is a there there--that said, i like tht the monumental has emerged into our daily lives

five fake tv shows from movies that should be real

bourdain is amusing when he gets angry.

a giant squid the size of a bus

wiki of the day, inventors killed by their own inventions.

vigalente goes digital as several webcams connected to police offices on the public border, ask "citizens" to watch undocumented workers.

dyslexia and e readers--i am interested in dyslexia, blindness, and digital media as it relates to disability studies, appaarently digital media is easier to read then dead tree.


you and alan thicke need to talk

91 photos of Cooper Black font




Pet Shop Boys It's A Sin.

is burma devolping nuclear weapons.
From Untitled Album

Beryl Banridge Funeral.

rackham illustrations of alice in wonderland


Dottie People's tells us that God's Been Good.

paul harfleet plants pansies at the site of homophobic violence, recalling the tale of hyancith

you know, i am beginning to think that people who do not accept women's ordinaiton are not people of conciense.

Islander, by a Newfoundland Kitchen Party. I wonder if the islanders think about this song the way i feel about Four Strong Winds.

south african arts and politics journal chimurenga releases the new issue, with a cover illustration featuring the t ag line america will always blame indians for the death of a cowboy.

fashion models floating thru the streets of pairs in perplex bubbles, a harpers bazaar shoot from 1963, remebr when the future was supposed to be glamourous

jude launder reworks the socialist octpous to slaughter BP--must be seen.

new v and a online tool that makes any pattern into a patchwork quilt.


Our God is an Awesome God, the Dance Remix.

West ashfield londons lost tube station.

npr story on giving birth in shackles, thanks to us prisons.

From Untitled Album

new stencil by ashley--i like how epic his work has become, w/o losing any of the decorative/delicacy.

A life sized, human scale mouse trap.

fox news, race baiting, and obama thanks to obama.

9 of the most homoerotic boris vallejo paintings.

acts of highly symbolic lingustic tradition have rules that have been determined by centures of use. they have a purpose. discarding them for some sort of touchy feely communalism is a mistake.

unfuck the gulf

From Untitled Album

Ronnie Spector, ca 65--has there been better hair in the history of rock and roll?

a prisoners reading is being used in criminal cases to justify state of mind--which makes the logical fallacy that what one reads is an immediate indecation of what one does or what one is.

i want this big sexy tote

disability groups are sueing the mta over ny transit cuts

most issues of merz by schwitters digitized.

the kick drums at the last minute or so of this track are so angry and so pure--like being kicked in the heart by a stag.

Tony Clement and Stockwell Day may actually tear the whole corrupt Harper Kingdom down like two bumbling clowns.

From Untitled Album

40 years of spacemen.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Ta French lessons, go swimming a lot, buy Langston Hughes books, get high, hire a girl once a week to take care of your clothes (sew, clean, organize closets), find a psychiatrist, a Spanish babysitter, take dancing, find shoemaker, write Hazel Scott, find yellow pills, buy books a friend told me about, stop abusing Andrew.
“
—

Nina Simone, from a list made to herself (written on Air France letterhead), 1965

Monday, August 09, 2010

today

a) meeting with sarah
b) notes on leather newsletter
c) confirm with chris d.
d) rest of the next week.

Wednesday, August 04, 2010

I want to add one thing that relates to the question of people asking, “Why did he take that picture?” It has to do with impact. I’ve told the story before of going to a symposium at the International Center of Photography with Jay Maisel and Jay telling me that the problem with my pictures is that they don’t have impact. He then proceeded to show slides to the group gathered there. He put on a tray of slides and had them changed at five-second intervals. Each time a new photograph appeared, the audience went “Ah!” And before they could finish their “AH!” or their “Ooh!” the next picture was there. Evidently, he was interested in the first five seconds of a person’s reaction to a photograph. My hunch is that people who ask, “Why did Stephen Shore take that picture?” are people used to seeing photographs that are high in initial impact. And my view is very different. The first five seconds aren’t as important to me.


stephen shore

Monday, August 02, 2010

15 cities i want to visit before i'm 45

  1. malmo
  2. bangor, wales
  3. mumbai
  4. osako
  5. berlin
  6. leeds
  7. antwerp
  8. brasilla
  9. dallas/fort worth/marfa
  10. los angeles
  11. fargo/des moines
  12. montevideo
  13. melbourne
  14. dunedin/wellington
  15. glasgow

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

edmonton has three new subway stations, but the same buildings, the same corperate stucture, the same sort of overwhelming ennui,

Monday, July 26, 2010

  • 60/40 (60% grapefruit, 40% lime)
  • Dr. Faygo
  • Black Cherry
    • Black Cherry and Raspberry
  • Blue Raspberry*
  • Candy Apple (discontinued; reintroduced later)
  • Centennial Soda (Blueberry cream)
  • City Soda
  • Champagne Kola
  • Chocolate Creme Pie Soda
  • Club Soda
  • Coconut Cream Pie
  • Cola*
  • Cotton Candy*
  • Cherry Cola
  • Creme Soda*
  • Frosh*
  • Fruit Punch
  • Ginger Ale*
  • Grape*
A 3-liter bottle of Faygo Moon Mist
  • Jazzin' Blues Berry
  • Key Lime Pie*
  • Kiwi Strawberry (non-carbonated)
  • Mango Tango*
  • Moon Mist*
  • Moon Mist Green*
    • Moon Mist Red*
    • Moon Mist Blue*
  • Morning Mist
  • Orange*
  • Orange Chug
  • Original Black Raspberry
  • Peach*
  • Pineapple
    • Pineapple Orange* (This flavor had a difficult premiere in 1961 or 1962, when unsterilized pineapple juice sourced by Dole fermented in the product and caused bottles to explode on the shelves [6].)
  • Raspberry Blueberry*
  • Red Cherry
  • Fine Rhubarb Pie (Winning Flavor of the 2007 "Design a Flavor" contest sponsored in Adrian, Lenawee County, Michigan)
  • Red Pop*
    • Red Pop w/ Lemon
  • Rock & Rye
  • Root Beer*
  • Sensation
  • Strawberry*
  • APEX signature flavors
    • Svlender Twist*
    • Ivy Sic and Lime
    • Jive Turkey Tonic
    • Connie Creme Soda
    • Quick Ben Bubbly
    • Licorice Larry Lager
  • Tonic Water*
  • Twist* (lemon-lime, formerly UpTown)
  • Vanilla Creme Soda*

* also available in diet

Shasta Cola
Type Soft drink
Manufacturer Shasta
Country of origin Maryland (U.S. state)
Flavour Cola
Variants Diet
Caffeine Free
Diet Caffeine Free
Cherry
Diet Cherry
Vanilla
Diet Vanilla
Related products Faygo Cola, Coca-Cola

Thursday, July 22, 2010

went to beast today, lovely dinner (sweetbreads, elk, choco mousse, a tough italian red), with the boys, and i realised like i do every couple of weeks, how blessed i am to have them in their life, and it must be strange to see us in public. also the guy in the next table was one of those douches who tried to seduce his date by talking about the wine list and his amazing day in tuscany
Jessica Morgan and Leslie Jones ; with contributions by Marie de Brugerolle ... [et al.].
Los Angeles : Los Angeles County Museum of Art ; Munich ; New York : DelMonico Books/Prestel, c2009.
Book
IN
Stacks
N6537 .B17 A4 2009

Friday, July 16, 2010


Theological implications of the reform party


a) idea of it as a western isolaiton party

  1. the history of wc long memory

    1. crow taxes (source?)

    2. laurier

    3. red river (Riel intro)

    4. nep (alberta report)

    5. Trudeua (Clark/Mulroney Document)

  2. arguements against this

    1. Mullroney's (Secret Mullroney Tape)

    2. Clarkes. (cf)

    3. Quebec (Bouchard Bio)

  3. either/or

    1. not dismissing the history

    2. acknowledging quebec and ontario domience (list the motherfuckers)

    3. other contexts (1905, JRS loose confedration)

  4. History/Precedent of Western Nationalism as Religious Opp

    1. William Aberhart

      1. Media (original documents)

      2. Moving from Typical to Mystical Religious (Preston Bio I, Rsearch)

      3. brief tagent into King

    2. Ernest Manning

      1. and Radio (Preston II)

      2. Bridge b/w SoCred and Con's (1962 Document)

      3. and his professional Rship with Preston (Preston II)

    3. Stockwell Day Sr

      1. Pentecostal (secondary source)

      2. Western Sepratist (ibid)

      3. BC (brief introduction b/w the middle two)

      4. SoCon and Econ unmoveable (not unmoveable, inability to seperat t he two)

    4. Ted Byfield

      1. Company of the Cross (publishing, attraction to western utopia)

      2. SoCon (alberta report)

      3. Backroom Kingmaker for Preston, still an active force) (Preston II<>

      4. Alberta Report (first person)

      5. Link Byfield and the WCC (Link's Sun Editorial)

  5. Direct sons

    1. Preston

      1. and ability to reconcile (Preston II)

      2. management (various preston b ooks)

      3. systematics (ray convo)

      4. move from primitive baptist to CMA (more cynical)

      5. Three major sections of 1992 document (U of C Archives)

    2. Stockwell

      1. slippery as hell (religious bio)

      2. ability to hide what he actually belives (mccleans and g/mail editorials)

      3. failure at Vangaaurd (discussion of vangaurd in general)

      4. connection to ted/boarding school (sjsa/not full old boy)

      5. Link

        1. Wildrose (Sun editorial)

        2. moving from indirect to direct politics (Cosh NP Editorial)

        3. Analysis of quick and dramatic turms

  6. Indriect Links

    1. Conversion of Steven Harper (religious bio)

    2. Legitmacy (sermons from bc church)

    3. Privacy (canadian virttue)

    4. Loyalty (with day)

  1. Conclusion

    1. Understanding of Current Politics

    2. Levant/STeyn (qoute from levant book and steyn's editorial)

    3. Soft/Hard Power (



Thursday, July 15, 2010

From Mulroney's a/bio:

...Preston Manning and his supporters spread venom about us and ate into our base in western Canada... (744)

..."I am v. confident about Canada's future because the Bloc Quebecois and REform Party are cut from the same cloth" I said one Wednesday in April. "They're incapable of taking a broad, generous view of Canada. They both view language as an instrument of division rather then an instrument of unity. Yes, apperaences are bleak. People are upset, crabby, self-centred, selfish. Of course they blame politicans and never themslves. It;s now our job to get Canadians off the pyscharists couh and back to reality..." (846-7)

John Crosbie gave me his own characteristically blunt views on reform in his annual letter to me in Dec. 1990: "Generally speaking, in WEstern Canada, our problem is the REform party. The problem in the west is not western al ienaiton so much as it is western lallucination. Our progress in deficit reduction and in other areas that appeal to those of a conserative na ture has to be gotten across and the reform parrt has to be confornted... (811)

Friday, July 09, 2010

slovenian gay bar firebombed with molotov cocktail.

US Supreme Court allows for the possiblity that the pope would be required to testify in sex abuse cases that occured w/i the US--not going to happen, but it dos suggest that the us supreme court is not as enamoured with religious power as it once was.

some of the g20 weapons were intended for larp sessions.

one of the biggest problems with the idea of pwa living longer, is that the health structures designed to help with a disease that started as an emergency are not equipped to budget for a disease that is now chronic--americans dealing with the funding here are struggling with this, and some advocates say the funding crunch is as bad as the regan years.

great balderessai work, that allows people to rearrange the elements of Abraham van Beyeren's Banquet STill Life--an overloaded peice of dutch merchant excesses--it is a riff on his 2001 peice where he projected the work on an emptry frame. this time, not only can people rearrange it via their iphone. link to the show that features the app, which you can also do on yr desktop and then save it to yr favourite social media. ,its horribly fun, says alot about the nature of democracy and image creation, plus digitial culture. kind of love this.


I am so excited by Tilda's turn as a sensous italian matriach in I Am Love.

this grid house in sau paulo, reminds me of the light/hill/water glass walled thrusting that marks the best of LA modernism.

aaron pederson's churchill sqaure project is really sweet, and it has a clarity that is the exact opposite of clever. he claims that he is like avedon, but moving outside in and not the other way, and i kind of sort of see it.

wilfired van winden's hotel inntell is a few dozen dutch town houses, in traditional colours, stacked up in a vague cube shape.


Ruscha, on how he decides to photograph, make prints, or paints, via crown point press.

jesuits are doing that liberal thing again, this time calling gay and lesbians catholic, saying that they are part of the universal aspect of the church.

though its amazingly crude this segment of Louis CK's new sitcom about homophobia, and gay sexual culture...Rick Colm's Ray is pretty awesome.

charles burchfield review by hollond cotter...looks like a great revival of a under rated american visionary. schedjeal's review of the show in the new yorker this week talks a little more about the history.

best use of those awful bronze dolphin sculptures, this time in vancouver, perhpas ever

half letter press does great low cost, high concept, artist books--this one is a life size poster of a section of a 7-11 wall.

beautiful difficult story, about growing up transgendered in the west, esp. among cowboys, esp. in a christian context.


DJ Earworm makes the feel good hit of the summer.

“Where were you on Christmas Day?” Graham asked.

“Like all Jews,” Kagan responded, “I was probably at a Chinese restaurant.”

“I could almost see this one coming,” Leahy quipped.

Then Sen. Chuck Schumer (D-N.Y.) jumped in: “Those are the only restaurants that are open!
”

Rev Kevin Gray a conneticut catholic priest, embezelled 1.3m from his parish to pay for hotel rooms, clothing, meals, and sex from rent boys.

wired feature on AA how it works, and how no one has any real idea.

dwell patterns from heath cermaics.

10 outtakes from Johnny Cash's American recordings.

please let this happen (snoop dogg on coranaiton street)


Rita Moreno and Animal working thru Fever, really really funny.

Monday, July 05, 2010

Mississauga campus is beautiful, the library is beautiful, the librarian gave me two extra weeks on periodicals, and the bus back, cool breeze from lakeshore, i;m happy.

Saturday, July 03, 2010

Casting Aspersions


As someone who has recently self-diagnosed as having Asperger’s, I found Kim Pittaway’s “Confidence Game” (May) quite upsetting.

I have spent the better part of my life trying to figure out why I am so different from almost everyone I meet. Psychiatrists have mislabelled me add, ocd, or “physiologically and emotionally hypersensitive, eccentric, and ego-centric enough that the eccentricity doesn’t bother you, but otherwise fine” — an actual quote, and basically a diagnosis of Asperger’s. When I finally came across the Wikipedia page on the disorder, it was like finding the Holy Grail, and I immediately took steps to have an official diagnosis performed. After all that work, to be lumped in with con artists was quite frustrating — another perfect example of neurotypicals misunderstanding us.

I take particular exception to the placement of Anthony Easton’s comment that some Aspies “have no social skills because [they] fucking play fourteen hours of World of Warcraft a day.” It’s not what Easton is saying that upsets me; spending this much time on one pursuit is characteristic of Asperger’s, after all. Rather, I object to the way Pittaway used this quote to support the idea that a self-diagnosis is a cop-out.

But the article’s conclusion — “Just because you’re Aspie doesn’t mean you’re not an asshole,” also care of Easton — took the cake. Many Aspies have been so persecuted that they have given up on trying to integrate into society. Does this make them assholes? All in all, the piece was a sensationalist, misleading piece of crap. I am appalled that you published it, and you should be ashamed.

David Morrissey
Toronto, ON

Thursday, July 01, 2010

  1. gospel as logocentric, so any attempts to translate that tendency--to other kinds of text.
  2. these tects include flesh---one of the goals of xianity is to mediate b/w flesh and the word
  3. this requires an awareness of the word, and not only yr flesh, but the flesh of other members of the body of christ
  4. ministry then becomes this mediating, has a triune formulae, know the text, connect that text to yr flesh, connect yr flesh and the texts to others
  5. this class then, functioned as another way of recognizing how this could work, but also how it failed to work.
canada--that loosest of confederations, who is mostly defined by an intricate set of resentments, half agreed to comprmises, and failed conslidations, and who was born from one empire, and become tethered to another...and yet, in the midst all of at, kind of sort of functions most days...today, i will remember the execution of Louis Riel, the Red River Rebellion, the Winnipeg General Strike, the Chinese Head Tax, WWII internment camps, the Resdential schools, the Komagata Maru, the bullying of Newfoundland, the copper disks, numbered and not named on Inuit's in Nunuvat, and last week...today, i will remember the kindess to charles ord, Lester B Pearson's work with the UN, the Hutterites moving north after the Dakotas german racism, Tommy Douglas and that peculiar Saskatchwan socialism, that Nunvat is now the largest Indigenous land claim settlement in the world,the fairly open borders in the last 25 years, that Mulroney did not manage to completely dismantle our saftey network, and that we keep trying to remember and to seek forgiveness. Pray for our remembering Kateri...

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