sorry these are so dash and run, weeks of shit in bits and bites

marks mom had a stroke, light a candle, say a prayer, do what you do for her...her memory loss, the ambiguity and complexity of a human mind betraying itself--scary shit, and closer to home than i would like to admit.

bryan is backseat typing.

serra is doing collage and cliche, sort of a disneyfied heartfield for the nation wrt to shrub, disapointing, there needs to be an article about serras obsession w. massive form, his interferring in public space, his solidity and his implied violence, i think hes closer to bush then he gives credit... (thinking of these things, b/c the article i parsed the new info from was subtitled serras politics)

ilx fap good, maybe agent, maybe book deal, american jesus (and w. good news comes bad, asshole driver took away my ttc pass for useless reasons, ray is playing white knight, which i kinda need but kinda pisses me off, indepependence vs dependence and all that jazz--esp. money, money too, keep in debt to people, because im broke and the bank is fucked (transfers slower then two snails fucking, account frozen, still not giving me over draft)

write later about qsw, bryan and portland, the uncles, finish the future serra peice, talk about american cincma 19-- to 1968 irt kael and trash