i have an agent, i have been enjoying (strangely) conversations w. louis fader, me and kevar changed rooms (i have a thing for hard wood), im broke, and have bills, etc. im feeling sick (stomach and ankles), i like wandering, i have been encouraged to join the reedemer anglican chuch wrt to the queer welcoming committee, im not writing as much as i need to, moms still sick, im still lonely

i miss drew teal, i feel bad for standing him up.
(and i miss dave dolff whos in russia)