last two weeks:

a) my moms best friend and someone i have known since childhood has had her cancer move form uterus to lungs
b) had my favourite prof collapse and be put on a medicalised coma, and is in renal faiure.
c) had an aquentice be diagnosed with flesh eating disease
d) had the mother of a friend of mine get a hysterectomy
e) for the last four days or so been in the gerstein after a ragged bit of sucidial ideation.


so, its been a shittier feb then normal, (and feb is shitty as a general rule)

fuckin ell