almost burnt down the courtyard trying to extuingish the easter fire, then responsible for reading that passage in isaiah i get every year and  turned on some candles, during the vigil...when the vigil moved from old testament to new, we went from candles to full electronic light,  so it was all black with tiny blazes of yellow light and then the blaze of tungsten on concrete. patrick's baptism, which he broke down weeping, and which i tried not to laugh, and richard and chris, so mutt and jeff, i am finding church less solmen and more high camp these days