i am worried that a peice i wrote for the gateway is too angry, too viscous, too much like s[pitting nails till they stick like a crucifix , i cannot explain it and i sent it off , but it is the angriest i have been in a v. long time and when i started this peice as a little 150 worder about and ended up as this screed against proper faggotry , it scares me when words take over .