I didnt write a reveiw of swimfan, submitted two woefully flawed cd reviews (spelling and puncuation), fucked up on an interview today(which may have been a simple misunderstanding) and felt out of place at meetings, i think i may be subconciously sabtoging my career at the gateway

got a cd review in, pleased the phrase fret wankery stayeed, but it isnt one of my best peices.

a good editoral didnt go in-i think its dense and first persony, maybe thurs.

have to add and edit the moz peice for ft, doing research for an essay and the essay (cleo and iannana-surrounded by women, if ever such)

been feeling tired and meloncholy, and things are bumbled because of it, drinking too much as well.