about that new york blade story--

3 defenses and one is gay panic, and in the most conserative place, with a homophobic structure--it didnt work, and he was a married man, with a son and he wanted so much comfort, that he sought it with the enemy.

was it edmund carpernter who said that an army of lovers could not fail--the story is weried and perhaps there is hope, but still the anger resonants, because i think that he did get so scared of desire, that he had to kill it in himself and others.

25 years and a murder is a lot for a handjob.