I met a man today who convinced me my life was wrong. He is 23 and has a plan, one filled with career goals and personal goals. hHe eats well and at the right time, he does not smoke or drink or do drugs. He runs 10 km a week and works from sun up to sun down. He does not take vacations.


I do not have a plan. I have no defined goals. I eat like shit and have been told by doctors that i will die before the age of 50 with out a radical change to my diet. I eat after 2, I drink like a fish, i smoke dope twice a week. I work from 8 am to 3 am, with a nap in between. I take long vacations. I feel weak and with out discpline, like i live my life for pleasure and not for the work.


Tell me what you all think of this.

PinkMoos553: hello, is the artist Mel Ramos ?

Meljramos: Yes

PinkMoos553: I wanted to tell you how much I love your work

Meljramos: Thank you

PinkMoos553: I am an Art Student in Canada and people make fun of me for respecting you so much.

PinkMoos553: Do you mind if I ask a couple of questions ?

Meljramos: Please be brief, I am in Spain and I am busy with work here.

PinkMoos553: I will be brief.

PinkMoos553: I wanted to know how you consider yourself in the history of art. Are you closer to wesselman or vargas ?

Meljramos: I like to think I am closer to Diego Velasquez.

PinkMoos553: wow.

PinkMoos553: Is there an ironic element to your work, esp. the art history paintings ?

Meljramos: Absolutley. Without irony the work fails.

PinkMoos553: Last question.

Meljramos: Shoot
PinkMoos553: What do you think of the Performance art peice that quotes your candy bar paintings ?

Meljramos: I am not aware of this one. It happens quite often. Good luck with your studies and stick to your ideals.

PinkMoos553: Thank You so much sir.

PinkMoos553: and enjoy spain

Meljramos: Your are quite welcome.

PinkMoos553: it was an honour

Creamy Jiz
Crisp Hanky
Crisp Jiz
Creamy Linen
Klaus Kinski
Creamy Kinski

A found poem

alex sf

csi had lesbian rage killers tonight. i was going to turn it off , sick of queers as the new exotics (cf basic instinct, silence of the lambs, et. al) but i love how cold and methodical vincent d'onfrio is, like a sherlock who has read dashil hammitt, so i kept it on.

People working in a community gardens, or small townhouses who grow vegetables and need
tools can take them out like books or videos.

This is such a great idea.

me:i'm in love with the bass player

carole:shes a girl

me: it doesnt matter



at the cjsr gig.

today i took a drive to elk island, the national park.
i had a picnic on the shores of ahtoni lake, and watched pelicans fly towards the farm fields.
there were cow moose eating young aspen shoots, bison in their paddock.

i wanted to write something about this, how wonderful it was to see nature, and so close to home. so close to the oil refrinies and irrigation ditches, its artifical-constructed- a "park" where fishers wolves and bears cannot be introduced and fires cannot be burnt because we have had the worst drought since 1933. roads all thru it, and paths and benches and camp grounds and signs- and the sloughs thick with algae and the grass growing over creek beds.

there was 5 m b/w the edge of the lake now and the edge of the lake two years ago, and we could see this thru the thick glass windows of our big blue car.

im sad for it all

that is a fisher, a rare and rather close to extinction mustelid. He eates beavers.

ps i am a myers briggs enfp if that matters.

glenys came in from victoria, we met at the uni- went and saw the new gate way offices, took the train to met my folx, had a picnic at elk island, wandered arround, went to the interpertive centre, talked to hottie mike(or was it matt) the interperter who answered questions about moose ( we saw a moose cow eating aspen, i found out that antlers are living and in spetember when the velevt falls off they bleed-the antlers fall off in november dead), ecosystems,porcupines,mule deer,beaver predators (mostly coyotes), drought( the driest it has been since 1933- canola is mustard instead of canary, wheat is still green et. al), wandered arround fort sask filling her in on chemical spills and corpratwe bribery, then showed her the london pics. got home an hour ago.

i had lunch with my classics class (burgers and gin)
i had a long editors meeting about edmonton modernism
editors of i sat on the cool grass of the leg grounds and read while watching menflesh
and then i had a great art history class

I want to go back to london

sorry i have a big peice meant to go on nyplm and its not working
im going to bed

does cut and paste work

does this work

i had one of those non fights with a friend of mine. she was acting like a snob back rom toronto, bit of a i am better then you coldness. last night isaw her randomly and i thought we had a good time, but i was too close and she called me today with one of those i really dont like you anymore messages. i hurt. i wonder if she even cares.

Yesterday before my Art History Class i played Mario Brothers 1 on a buddies PDA. It gave me a strange kind of joy to realize though its been ten years I knew where all the mushrooms,flowers and short cuts were

FUCKING HELL

I AM A NYPLMER !

FUCKING HELL

I AM A NYPLMER !