had an aletory drink with trevor who writes for the gateway- we started talking and my goal of researching nahum went down the drain

now trevor and i hadn't really talked, but tonight we spent an hour together

hes pure- catholic, altar boy, boy scout, valdectorian, popular in high school, a pysch student getting out of engineering. he hadnt been to the plant or ratt.

he says heck uironically, and listens quietly.

he seems to like me, and hes funny- and a grate writer.

i thot something, i have talked to a bunch of these consveratives lately, and maybe im disneyland- a loud brash faggot with little social skills and a tendency to ask all the wrong questions in all the worst ways has got to be adventrous- but im not dangerous, im really sort of gentle.

so its like space mountain, a rollicking ride but no real danger.