i owe you a personal entry, im not sure what to say.

talked to dana , who came home for thanksgiving, anda he told me about trinity western, of the no swearing, smoking, fucking, dope, homosexual activties (we joked about reading uncle michel at the college, they have the three vol. history of, and wether that counted) contract he was expected to sign and his encroaching "hersey", throw him on the pile of unsatisfied.

glenys loves christie, is in the same room instead of the same house, has visted her family and vice versa. we talked for the first time in three weeks and i dont know its like shes coupling up, no need for me anymore (previous behavious found in tara and james, erin and garrett, thomas and melinda)

classes are a bust, i havent caught up on my reading in c lit and i cannot avoid being the annoying fuck you in catholic sex and marriage- had the usual panic attack related to the same silly kind of test with rote memoraztion and silly lists. Chris the boy i wanted to fuck, but didnt tell, and then wanted to be friendly with hates me.

Orphans dinner at Lydia, and there was all this same kind of net activity, this all enveloping miasma of evanglical, charasmatic catholicism that i really didnt want to deal with, the same kind of miasma that invades newman-the next speaker is a pro life bitch, and we think her entire message is "ki lling babies is wrong, yr going to hell if you kill babies, you dont want to go to hell do you ?" What does it say that CCC is less conserative then most other Christian orgs on campus ?

Andrew is home safe, i hope that i got the catalog and had a great weekene with Christian and felt safe.

Tried to explain Lacan to Jeff, deconstructing pudding thick primary texts on three hours of sleep makes anthony feel like an intellectual sluggard.

peice on Angelyne that was one of the better I have written was rejected for being too obtuse by adam, but he was remarkable empathic, and we joked about the practaclities of maoist re eduaction camps. (note to adam: there is a comment box below this post, use it ;) ) I should say this to his face, but then im not good with the emotion thing


Dr HIbbard is gone for a month, miami and then somewhere else. Kiesler asked if i had a therpaist when i saw her for banal reassurance this morning, admitted to being humialted by the church....