my sister thinking of leaving on a mission, and that being the final rift b/w me and her, having given up the lds church long ago.
when "this is my body given unto you" is said at mass.
belle and sebastion's mike piazza catcher
the agnes martin painting in the tate in london
watching the sun rise on a wheat field outside of the airport
watching cute boys dancing in my living room, while a bit tipsy
anne sextons an awful rowing towards god
two women in black chadors walking across a wide white field, like crows.
sally timms down from dover
the 15 minutes before i sleep, when i think about how i have fucked up that day
boys dont cry
billy budd or death in venice
batter my heart you three person god by donne
everwood, esp. the coma and the abortion episodea
trisha yearwood, shes in love with the boy
reba mcentire, fancy
martina mcbride, independece day
tammy wynette, a house is not a home
loretta lynn, coal miners daughter
any no. of other embarrassing chart country classics
lady kasa haikus
the graphic work of thomas drooker, esp. flood.
the idea of james merrill and elizabeth bishop in key west, when im in freezer bound edmonton
knowing that you depend more on someone then vice versa
stephin merritt doing country (papa was a rodeo, long vermont roads, grand canyon)
the way that flying from vancouver looks like some grand and wonderful kraken, taking our desires.
bad metaphors
decay
the stations of the cross, the sacred heart of christ
a certain tattoo on a certain man i used to love.
obvious sentiment
romantic comedies, esp. about fathers and sons
boarding school dramas from england and boston

old hag
wanted lists of things that made us sad