signs winter is coming

1) calling ray too often
2) sad all the fucking time
3) no sleep
4) geniune upset (ie tears or yelling about v. minor things like being unable to deal with making a box)
5) paranoid thoughts (no one likes me, no one is my friend, im useless, mostly to do with exposure)
6) black and white thinking
7) eating way too much.
8) my penis is not working as it should
9) nightmares
10) general neediness
11) mild to medium agraphobia
12) little or no work ethic
13) over analyzing
14) planning random social events with a large number of my friends
15) over spending (esp. in calgary)
16) nostalgia.
17) toting up what i have done and what i have failed to do.
18) in general being an asshole.
19) panic attacks.