all shall be well all shall be well and all manner of things shall be well julian of norwich

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

got into trinity.
wish me luck, fuckers.

Saturday, January 31, 2009

"Nothing is original. Steal from anywhre that resonates with inspiration or fuels your imagination. Devour old films, new filmes, music, books, paintings, photographs, poems, dreams, random conversations, architecture, bridges, street signs, trees, clouds, bodies of water, light and shadows. Select only things to steal from that speaks directly to your soul. If you do this, your work (and theft) will be authentic. Authenticity is invaluable; originality is non-existent. And don’t bother concealing your thievery-celebrate it if you feel like it. In any case, always remember what Jean-Luc Godard said: ‘It’s not where you take thing from - it’s where you take them to’"

—Jim Jamursch

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

White Masculinity in the Recent South Trent Watts ed. Louisanna UP

"Few would claim to be working class, although all would claim to be working men..."
83

...members of Clear Run, like those of other white Southern men, view the pursuit of white tail deer as a natural, even nessc. reason for white Southern men and boys , increasingly suburban, or urban with predomintely indoor lifestyles and careers, to enjoy the outdoors...
89

From A Real Place, Attitudes and Enviroment in a Southern Deer Camp. Adam Watts.

Enclyopedia of Southern Culture Charles REagon Wilson, Chapel Hill.

Roy Blount Jr,
Fryle Guillard
Xgau
Jackson Browne, Redneck Friend.

Haunted Bodies: GEnder and Southern TExts, Anne Goodwyn Jones

True WEst: Authencity and the American West. Handley and Lewish ?U Nebraska.

Authenticity implies realibility, genuineness, and validity... (261)
Scott Slavic Authenticity, Occupancy and Creed in the Works of Rick Bass.

Dorthoy Allison Skin, Firebrand Books, 1994

Traditional femminist theory has had a limited understanding of class differencesa and how sexuality and self are shaped by both desire and denial... 15

I understand we were the bad poor: men who drank and couldnt keep a job, women invaribly pregrant before marriage, who quickly became worn, fat, and old from working too many hours...
18
I SHOULD OWN THE FOLLOWING HATS:

A) COSSACK HAT
B) STRAW COWBOY HAT
C) FEZ (TRADITIONAL)
D) FEZ (SHRINER)
E) MOUNTIE PILLBOX (
F) PANAMA
G) BASEBALL HAT (JAPANESE TEAM)
H) MITRE (ANGLICAN)
I) BARETTIA (CATHOLIC)
J) TOQUE (BEPOMPOMED)
K) THE SWEDISH HAT PARTY OF THE 18TH CENTURY
L) BUSBY
M) CAUBEEN (WITH BLACK SILK RIBBON)
N) A WHITE FELT STETSON
0) PHYGIAN CAP (BECAUSE I AM A LIBERTINE)
P) TURBAN (TURQOISE, LIKE LIZ)

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

I'm putting on my favorite cowboy boots
Like a crazy bull rider coming out of the chute
Ready for some dancin', maybe too much beer
Like bare-back rubbin' going on in here

Hey little cowgirl leave the Stetson on
Let's cowboy up and down all night long

She said her name was Levitra Marcantonio
I'm a bare back rider, Okie, don't you know
These frozen margaritas are going to my head
I could not believe it when Levitra said

Hey mister cowboy come on and take me home
Gonna cowboy up and down, honey, all night long

All night long you're coming on strong
All night long come and do me wrong

Hey little cowgirl leave just your Stetson on
Gonna cowboy up and down, honey, all night long

Hey little cowgirl leave just your Stetson on
Gonna cowboy up and down till Levitra's gone

Vince Gill, Cowboy Up (note the use of the term bareback)
Prozac is a mystifed self rather than a mystical self. The drug offers a small island in the abyss; a bit of land in teh deep chasm into which ones soul is disappearing. Slowly this bit of land grows until the abyss is covered over---covered over or filled in? what happens to the abyss? Is it simply hidden behind a facade? Can this land bult with drugs be real? If so, what is the nature of its reality" Alice Bullard (147)

Another aspect of the disgusting that Miller contempaltes has to do with the partibility of the human body. The body can be pulled apart. Drawn and quatered. Loosened by decay. Few things are digusting in ones mouth than a human hair, because it signifes this bodily disintergration. Miller cites a study in which toddlers were observed placing all manner of unilely objects in their mouths; they were happy to eat poo and paint and other odds and ends, but showed aversion to a stringle strand of hair. On this point, Miller challenges FReud about his analysis of "castration fear" It isn't just the penis men fear losing, Miller argues, but also their fingers and toes. A classic anxiety dream features tehe crumbling of one's teeth. We fear falling apart (105)

()about William Miller's Anataomy of Disgust)

Adults with panic disorder and agoraphobia are governed mostly by the apprehension of the panic attack itself, that they will panic without warning, and won't be able to cope. They cannot predict it; that is what haunts them and keeps them out of resturats and subways. "Fear came upon me" Henry James Sr wrote in a letter to his son William, and "the thing had not lasted ten seconds before I felt myself a wreck, that is, reduced from a state of firm vigorous, joyful, manhood to one of almost help,less infancy. So Sudden and extreme is this expereince that it is like being punched in the face...223

All qotes from A Breif History of Anxiety (Yours and Mine) by PAtricia PEarson.
Mills and Boons team up with the Rugby Union (Anglo version of Nascar themed Harlequins. order them by the bundle here

562 baptized in a tailgate themed party, at the parking lot of an Anderson, TX megachurch.

very small array does net based conceptual art


Vintage interview with Jim Jones son, recently unearthed. (like all great american journalism, it begins with guns and money, and then gets strange)

the birth and death of a realtionship, told via embrodied text messages by ginger anyhow.


I have always thot that Dirty Jobs with Mike Rowe was one of the only shows about working class values and culture on American Television, and though it was subtle about how it worked thru those issues, with good humour and a delicacy, it was a strangely political text--Rowe talking to Flora TV, confirms it (watch this)

40 years after greenbergs death, and the triumph of pop, there has been a number of attempts to re/deconstruct the narratives of modernism, this year it is the sardines and oranges show at the hammer, and a show of colourfield/shaped painting/decorative artist from the 60s called the Park Place crowd, at Blanton in Austin. link to the orange and sardine show here, with a mind blowing early hesse.

vatican gets a berth at the binellae.


Felled from Alex Itin on Vimeo.
Nice Little Film by Alex Itin, with some droney feldman music.

24 photos of irish drystone walls.

From Untitled Album

Clive Owen in Italy.

salman rushdie tears bombay millionare a new asshole.

a dozen photos by heidi silmane of ysl's estate, formal and cold, and v. v. beautiful, in lovely b&w, the one of the glasses on carpet, moved me strangely and mournfully.

Jan Kaplinky visionary, futurist, and freak, making some of the most ball grabbingly weird buildings in the 20th Century, a sort of postmodern gaudi died last week.

I remember being in London, about 7 years ago, after a few hours in the british musuem, and in the book stores around there, and walking to the oxford circus, with its commerical noise, and having his storefront there, with its fracturing and its rigid patterning, provide a concise amagulation of both instincts. Plus his Selfridges for Brimingham is all spacey, plus its covered with giant sequins!


the first robotic gamelean.

The absence of utopian drive is perhaps almost as serious as an overdose of it.

~ Rem Koolhaas

jerry saltz decimates marlene dumas in a facebook update, causing the art world to caniption it out.

From Untitled Album

German Inventor makes Bloodbag for children.

the cheif of rabbi has an unsettling mystic moment.

mre VV media sleaze.

Tolkien: The Lord of The Mines - Or A Comparative Study Between Mining During the Third Age of Middle-Earth by Dwarves and Mining During Our Age by Men (or Big-People) actual paper in a Mining Engineer Journal.

From Untitled Album

Cy Twombly, Drawing, 1965 (Graphite and Coloured Pencil)

hand crafted leather masks, beautiful detail, by Tom Banwell.

sister corita kent book i never heard of.

Balderassi Prime FAcie, funny and v. LA. (i keep trying to write about Balderassi, and i mean it plays the same game as Ruscha does, in that it does v. formal, v. high wire/lingustic work, but also makes these sexy/campy/funny pop peices, so it's a joke, and it is a deep lingustic joke, and it is an immediate joke, but it is also a joke w/o the freudian anxiety of people like well, Warhol or Prince. I think that the difference b/w LA pop and NY pop ius that LA pop is unafraid of the sunshine, there is nothing ceberal about it--& the assumption is that if one is not ceberal one is not thinking--Balderassi says lots of really interesting things about the way bodies or minds or desire or informaiton or media work/travel--what words mean, what formalism does in art, but also, sometimes its animal house jokes in latin. smart w/o being cebereal, formal w/o being cold, internal w/o being insidery, decadent w/o decay (like the legendary flash fronzen corpse of disney)

There is a reason Chuck Eddy wrote about this in his metal book:


marian cottillod does that old fashion trick of trying to look decadent in dead european hotels, almost succedes.


From Untitled Album

Platon won a national magazine award with this pic

Monday, January 26, 2009

Hokey meets authentic, kitsch meets cool, and frequently it's hard to sort out guitly pleasures from geninune masterpeices.

from vinyl hayride, Ray Kingshore, Chronhicle, 2005

There can be no esoteric truth of sex to be discovered by dilligent research, only prescepitives or contending truths whos cultivation is essentially political rather then scientfic.
Jeffery Weeks
Sexuality and It's Discontents, 251

Donna Harroway

Andrew Levinson, who lost the working class, the nation, May 11, 2001,

Butler, Bodies That Matter

BW Connell, Masculinties, Cambridge, Date Unknoiwn.
White Weedings, Romancing Hetroswzaility in Pop Culture C Ingrham, Routledge.
Michael S Roth: The Ironists Cage: Memory, Trauma and the Construction of History, NY, 1995

I am arguing for fluidity b/w these phenonomen rather then for rigid distinctions. For example, when personal memories are organized into narratives that constrast the "there and then" with the "here and now" they can be seen as informal histories, with their own modes of evidence and analysis....

note 21, from You Must Remmber this:Autobiography as Social Writing, Jacqueline B Hall (confirm name)

Gender and Southern Body Politic, Univesity of Mississippi

Sims, Power and Femminity in the New South, ?

ten things to do this week:

  1. fax resume to pd with cover letter that states what i am looking for, and what my expereince is, mention alan.
  2. call pd 48 hours after that call b/w 8:30 and 4:30 to come in for an interveiw
  3. Diverse City will call back about disability or glbtq issues
  4. Call MacFab at 416 922 6000 (lola) looking for exact job depiciton.
  5. complete resume and submit for coop job
  6. call xtra monday about gallery options
  7. check what needs to be done for feb.
  8. call AGO tomorrow morning about voluenteering 416 925 6665
  9. FAB for bath monkey job
  10. Like Louise Package
  11. Marcus for female abstractionist under 40 show (blue sky/balloon)
  12. confirm GLGA gig
  13. see houses on monday and tuesday
  14. graham on wednesday
  15. send resume to Kiosk
  16. compile retail/design resume.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh

Sunday, January 25, 2009

the mini pepsi can represents a blue slime


True West : authenticity and the American West / edited by William R. Handley and Nathaniel Lewis. ImprintLincoln : University of Nebraska Press, c2004.

American silence / Zeese Papanikolas. ImprintLincoln : University of Nebraska Press, c2007.

Western places, American myths : how we think about the West / Gary J. Hausladen, editor. ImprintReno : University of Nevada Press, c2003

To Whichever Officious Cunts are in Charge of This:


I am requesting help at the board of inquiry. You are seeking a lease, for me to put my investment account solely under personal control, and for documents from those accounts. I can address the problems with each of these concerns.


The first situation is the lease. As I explained to the caseworker on December, 27, 2008, I was living in an informal arrangement paying rent month by month. Now that I have the housing allowance from Ontario Works, and since I have been told that no lease, no cheque, I have been looking for places since the beginning of January. I have called 25 places that I could afford in those two weeks. 12 were still for rent, and were not limited by gender. Of those 12, only 4 were suitable, in the sense that they were clean, vermin free, had fully functioning kitchens and bathrooms, and were not unreasonably far from my support network. Of those 4, one has subsequently been taken, I am waiting for one to get back to me, and 2 will not give me a lease. For those who are living below the poverty line, housing is often informal, often month to month or other forms of sublets. No one has explained to me how exactly to get a lease from someone who is unwilling or unable to give me one. Even without this knowledge I am making my best effort to move by March 1st, at the latest.


The full bank records were sent to the address I am currently living about 9 days ago. I have been waiting to bundle the lease information with the bank information. If Ontario Works would prefer those records immediately, I can fax them, drop them off, or mail them.Or make sure a carrier pigeon flies them straight up yr overly tight asshole.


The last item is the most difficult, and I fear that my refusal will mean that my benefits will be cut off because everyone seems to really enjoy kafkaesque labyrinths, that said I will speak bluntly. I have an intense history of mental illness and cognitive dysfunction, that includes difficulty with processing formal discourses, and causes panic attacks and lack of communication with major institutions. As well, there has been clinical diagnosis for poor impulse control, difficulty planning, and basic arithmetic. The Most Holy Bryan Raymond Nielson has acted as my liaison for banks, government agencies, doctors, spitting llamas, and overly amorous wombats for half a decade. There is no fucking way that you are dragging him away from this, he won't allow it, and he has learnt all of his negoting skills from his mother, who could get the pope himself to rescined humane vitae.


Which brings me to some questions I have. I need to apply for ODSP, and was hoping to do so in February, Does Ontario Works cutting off my basic and shelter benefits affect this? In addition, I am in the middle of a job program, have a number of doctors appointments, am searching for housing, and searching for work. I have signed up for the food bank, and have called last on the place I am staying, but I still need a transit pass, and am unsure how to make that happen? Also, can you get a real job, and not live like a pimp on human suffering.


Cuddles

Anthony Easton


(most of the letter was not sent)


Thursday, January 22, 2009

“By doing something incomprehensible, you place yourself outside their magic, and then they lose control.”

Andrea Juno (interviewing Boyd Rice), Re/Search #11: Pranks

Font Show
These photographs of signs are like communicating with Toronto. Literally, they talk about the patterns of commerce, transportation, population, and politics, the neighborhoods that rise and fall, the immigrant communities that grow and move. Moving from City Center to the suburbs, I take photos of text that I find intriguing.Sometimes the font is interesting because of its decay, or its homemade crude charm, and sometimes it is interesting for its commercial power, and the design element is an important aspect of this project. I think that signage is the place where those two meet.
I think that the mark of a living city is one that pays attention to language. Toronto allows words to organically flowing through its citizens reflecting the diversity of languages, of messages, of desires, and of foundational texts.

In this spirit, I want people to be given permission to take the prints. Taking them off the wall, and bringing them to their neighborhoods, as emissaries of other cultures, and other places.
Installation Notes:I want to wallpaper the room with 4x7 drug store prints of signs, overwhelming the space with visual noise, and allowing viewers to create their own narratives.





























Production Budget:

500 Artist Fee
370 Prints (1000 prints at 37 cents a print)
30 Installation Materials (Bluetak)Total: 900.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Re: Beyoncé's "Single Ladies (Put a Ring on It)": Last Friday at about 2 a.m., just before last call, I was in a room full of the whole gay rainbow—bears and butches, drag queens and skinny club kids—and we all danced, and not only did we dance, but we knew every move, just like all of those dozens of fan videos on YouTube knew all the moves. Plus my sister and my mother love it, and for the first time in a while, this might be a genuinely universal single. Which is kind of worrisome, because no matter how fun it is to dance to (and it is incredibly, brilliantly entertaining to dance to), it seems to be so retrograde—sort of like Obama winning and Prop. 8 passing on the same night.

Anthony Easton
Ontario, Canada


Village Voice Comment (one)

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

From Reading Country Music Duke UP 1998

Blue Moon of Kentucky, Rising Over the Mystery Train, David Shapiro.

"Tree Lined avenues and well kept lawns present a facade that despire the occasional buisness sign, seems altogether domestic, while behind the doors deals are hammered out, demo tapes are circulated, and an endless seires of three hour sessions continues to build up the country music repetoire. Music Row's reasemblence to a stage set should not lead one to assume that country music is made by sleight of hand, but rather that a complex and ingenious mythology underlies the industries public testimony to the simplicty, authencity and reality of the music it markets"(23)

Live on stage, Charlie Rich burnt the envolpe that told him that John Denver won the 1975 CMA artist of the year.

"It may well be that the struggle to supress country music, 'this deep sense of fear and resignation' by which it was constrained, provoked the eruption of country's deviant offspring rockabilly, and caused so many to rail against it as a threat to their liveliehoods, if not their souls. Rockabilly, in the words of Malone' gave vent to impulses that had long been impeded, if often dormant, in southern culture, a hell-for-leather headonism, a swaggering masculinity, or in the case of the women, an uncharestic aggresiveness and strangely a visceral emotinoalism among both men and women that seemed as reflective of the church as the beer joints' ibid, 30, qouting Bill Malone's Country Music USA, Austin, 1985

WJ Cash, Mind of the South
Griel Marcus, Mystery Train, 1975
Twangin'/Feedlot (Zines)

Is Country Music too big for Radio, Musician, March 1994, pg. 28
Mary Ann Done

Mary Bufwack and Robert K Qutermass, Finder her Voice: The Saga of Women in Country Music, New York, 1993

Ms, Jan 1987, 95

Curtis Wilson KEpping Faith (same book as above)

Instead of theological reflections, Moodys sermons were anecdotal, usually pathetic stories invoking premature death, longing for mother and a gentle jesus, whose message of redemption was open to all. Judgement was largely gone and mercy was everything...sentimenallity, the appeal to the heart, even in contracdiction to the dictates of the head, now has been raised to an ultimate princpal, qouting Peter W Williams, 127

& sentimentality was the province of women
ibid.

Garth Brooks projected himself as a dedicated family man who deeply identifed with white, middle class social concerns...
ibid, 141

Ravel, Cooper. No Fences, Journal of Country Music, 55-57
Sexing the Grooce, Popular Music and Gender, ed Sheila Whitely, Routledge, 1997
MAry A Bufwak, et al Finding her Voice, The Illustrated History of Women in Country Music, Henry Hold and Co, 1997

From Country Music Goes to War, edited by Charles H Waffe and JAmes E Shonsen.
U of Kentucky PRess.

Altentative to Whate: O Brother, Sept 11th and the politics of Country, Aaron Fox.

...and as ever, the working class hero who emerged from the rubble became the subject of feverish consruction and hegemonic apporption. and as ever, which was in turn a metonym for "American" identity in ways that abused and misrepresented quite complex fields of social conflict in the service of particular class ideologies and political ambitions, 173.

Pierre Bordeneu, Distinciton: A Social Crtique on the Judgement of Taste. Harvard UP.

Bill Malone. Dont Get Above Your Raising: country Music and the working Class.
Five Questions to Answer for hte PCA/AA Conference.

Heidi Newfield
How has the history of the extended family and the culture of the rural south changed with the rise of sub/exurban devolpments vis a vis the age of marriage and pregnancy?

Eric Church
What are the formal interrealtions between the music and the lyrics and how do these intertextrual connections attach to moral histories surrounding both country and rock, and all of their antecedents.

Carrie Underwood
How can the tropes of melodrama and gendered narrative analysis be used to explicate the current demographics of militiar involvement including texts related to the american south/working class ideas of honour, history and death (esp martyrdom and widowhood)

Tim McGraw
Under which circumstances are abortions aquired and how does the rhetoric of choice attract discourses of public and private personal narriatves?

Bristol Palin
How has the narratives of her pregnacy been constructed as a fiction and how does that construction relate to the previous texts, including lenses of gender, sexuality, race, and geography.

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