they think its pseduo seizures, the evidence is piling up, and i think to myself, these lacuane, and frueds case studies of neurotic women, they are eeriley similar--and reading the stories of wwi shell shocked soilders in the recent hisoptry of m,ilitary pysch ive finished (fucked if i can remember the title), its like my mind has dredged up 100 yr old conditions, before it was cannonized into the medical model.

i wonder if my distrust of the medical model has devolped its own kind of nostaliga.
(aside from any/everything else)