i told bryan that danielle wouldnt date him, he should fucking trust me.
i am confused and upset about how i am dealing with d, and do not know how to process it.
she is different coming back from toronto, her playing has become cutting, and her digs edged with malice.

ashley and geneve are too kind, too personal to me, too obsessed with making sure that i know my own genius, so it feels like every time i piss it should be applauded.

i spent 2 hours today driving arround in Jeffs car (uni, leg, downtown, whyte, capalano, bonnie doon,124th, vic, norwood) talking about romance, god, politics, art,pacficism. decided that boys and girls are eqaully complex. I also bitched about sarah who doesnt like me and showed up to b and p, she thinks that i had harrassed her at antioch and the canoe retreat-which i cannot think of why.

im alone for the first time in three days, and it feels good.