christianity is a religion of supplication, of subsuming into the body of christ, desire to move away from the ego and into a larger community of faith--to god goes the glory, and this is why Aquinas(sp) called pride the mother of all sins.

the reason why lucifer fell, the reason why he is the enemy of all that is holy, is that he refused the grace of god and he called for himself to have to glory.

bryan doesnt understand this, and the religous conversation we had last night was him in many ways avoiding listening to the implications of this.

he loves himself to much, he is too egocentric.
he hates god with a fury that could be considered opedial.

but maybe im being dismissive.

the other thing is that i didnt want to have the fucking conversation, i didnt want to have a talk at 4 am after a good night of sprawled walking.
sean,patrick and i had discussions about my god though and its selfish as hell to avoid talking about his.

bryan pushing the conversation was just after i told him how pissed off i was at sean for cornering me.