last night,
lat party, the dvd didnt come from italy and todd was hiding the video in his office.
ashley and i had beers at boots, then secerts.
bryan picked me up, picked up rachel, danielle.
ashley again
met shawn at karoke where i sang mac the knife.
convinced that shawn has aspergers,
back to rachel w. danielle and ashley--fight about femminism
drove ashley home
ice cream at mcdonalds, a bit hung over.
bryan and i had one of those 4 am hurt, lonley, fractured conversations, one of those of half sentences and butting themes, one of those that cannot be answered.

i miss pat deeply, but miss his family more.
bryans going to be gone for a month come a week, pats gone.
im lonely.