happiness

the over the top and the banal domestic tragedy clashed for me, the rape, pedophilia and murder contrasted too starkly with the petty theivry and adultury.

then i realized i bought it hook,line and sinker-it was the best of indie hipster cliches forced to cross breed with lifetime movie of the week.

the filth and anger i felt were false.

solodnz was mocking my middle class romanticism. my making every tragedy sentimental