these are 1987s camolaouge series.

late warhol is a blooming, of aesthics, of concern for object, of beauty, of lack of concern about theory and preformance.
sometimes its about money, but mostly about what looks good.

disappointing contempary auction this season, most sold really low or bought in, except for a late judd "Shelf", which doubled the estimate.

I was bashed and abused and fucked over in high school and had instutional homophobia to deal with as well.
So when the students at Boyd County High School in eastern ky decided to start a Gay Straight Student Alliance, I was shocked by their bravery, there have been websites created to abuse them and to destroy them.
I am praying that they will be safe, and their saftey will be protected. Do me a favour, post comments on these websites.
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=GSA
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=scottrakes

people think that contempary art is all three year old scrawls and shit in a can, its also this, which makes me happy.

melinda and thomas love each other, with such a casual grace, like nothing else could have happened. thomas was generous, and hanging out with melinda clicked, like glenys, maybe its west coast girls.

the talk written and the talk spoken were different things.

although i dont really know them, i can tell that fritz and david are having the standard convo that they have on drunken friday nightsso i sneak over to keiths half and listen to records and havetea.

i read my testimony five times, edited it, worked on notes, and feelings and refrences, there with a microphone in my hand, i preformed, yelled and whispered, and joked and comdeed and prayed and cajoled and hoped and after it, i do not remeber a word, went back out to the couches and gossipped about greek theater,

lynn, jeff, peter, andrew, izzy, trevor, dana, stephanie- all there some by design and some by accident, and all of my nervousness disapperead.
after we went to wendys, and getting ready to go, johnathon ned katz's the invention of heterosexuailty slipped out of bag, and andrew picked it up, condemed it

dave gave me a rie to erics, dave i dont know, eric i barely know.
im writing at his machine,

btw- mindys in town as a surprise, going to the market tomorrow.

dancing to ymc with 5 engineers, a comp sci and a plaotonhgist- to what. YMCA.

hi this is anthonys blog

only john cage would make an organ work that lasted 639 years

In the critic's vocabulary, the word "precursor" is indispensable, but it should be cleansed of all connotations of polemic or rivalry. The fact is that every writer creates his own precursors. His work modifies our conception of the past, as it will modify the future.
-- Essay: "Kafka and his Precursors" -Borges



reading this when preparing my testimony for campus crusade for christ.
wondering who my precursors are, why when searching for christ do i take borges of my shelf ?

listening to es and wheez on pulp hits,
drugs as boredom ?

reading edie sedwick oral bio, she was an entrance to another world for warhol,
and it was a tarted up tourists life for both of them

he also prayed out loud over me- our heads bowed, country music broadcast. chinese buffet
i mean hypocrite b/c less then a week ago i called thomas on trevors alterior motives.

he alluded to reading my gateway peices, not sure which ones he has read

said confession today, and had a long discussion with fr stephen which i do every two weeks or so and i thot we had become emotionally intimate, we should become physically. i mean more then a handshake, a hug
so i gave him one- josh thinks it should reflect a strict break between the analyst and the client- which makes sense.

trevor bought me lunch, which makes me a hypocrite.

woke up this morning with plath on my lips-harbringer or something else ? did check of blogs, and Josh wrote a long peice on a CAge work i havent heard- Josh's blog is so dense and packed with info that it takes me an hour to read 500 words-not kidding, about that long, so i will save it for the computer lab.

maybe their is something to say for science for sciences sake, like art for arts sake. the israeli astronaut who died in the shuttle carried a drawing from a 14 year old, who died from the shoah, the drawing was rubble and destruction-with the moon looking over head, think of that, the constancy, the permanace of the moon-for a 14 year old in the warsaw ghetto, and for a 30 something up there.

Today is the end of the space shuttle, as much as i thought it was wasteful, as much as i thought we should fix the problems on earth, as much as i thought it was an agit prop excuse to acclerate the cold war, as much as i wanted it to end, i didnt want it to end this way God save those, protect the families.

i am not sure that the beer thing was a good idea, homemade beer makes anthonys mouth malty.

more booze, david and co. have come-sentimental country is playing- all gearheads, and comp sci folks, all form grand prarie, not feeling like the other.