. i went in to this program at 9, which means i got up at 7:30, after having nightmares, and waking up and being unable to sleep for a couple of hours in the middle of the night, and i missed the first street car, so i was 15 minutes late, and i got to the place late, which made me panic, and then i realised i was scheduled for thursday instead, which means i have four days where i am doing nothing, but they let me fill out the paper work--and its filled with the same questions i have no idea how to answer--like tell me about yourself, or what do we need to know to help you, or what do you want to do with your life, or all of that shit, and i mean, i have no idea, how they can help