thinking of choosing ashley and geneve over isis and the crowd, thinking of long phone chats with bryan
thinking of thomas and andrew and dana and all of the fondness i feel for them

i think that friendship, close and deep intimacies, are over looked.
that agape has been lost to eros.

thinking about the priesthood, and how these were the people who looked past asking about the celibacy question and moved onto other core issues.

thinking about how they are all new.
v. new
and how little time i have spent with peter (one convo a month) or danielle or erin or tara

kevan was at isis's party and i didnt want to see him.
high school was so long ago and im happy to be w/o it.

new is growing deeper.
old is leaving like dead grass

exception:glenys