http://www.lukechueh.com/paintings/monkeys-with-hat.html
monkeys w. various hats--raymond should note both the viking and
the squid (which i emailed him) and also note the monkeys will destroy the robots in an orgy
of hat wearing.
d should note the top hat.

http://www.modculture.co.uk/images/visuals/vis28.gif
cambell from a homoerotic mod movie called the leather boys--one i
need to see.

today i
finished edits and sent toby/keith to the vv
did research and reoutlined/revised the overly complicated sojouners peice
did the first (awful and absurd) version of the kenny cheseny review
read some more about andy (i think, with robert fulgrum's common place book, helen perjhons death of innocents this makes 25)
cried to papa is a rodeo
watched some television
worried about mom
she has a walker, and is leaned over like a dowager, and cannot get out of cars, and cannot bathe herself, and cannot use the toilet in the bathroom most days, and cannot walk more then a few steps and my father thinks she will last a year and a half and i think a year)
argued with my father about how useless the last 5 yrs is--and how quickly did i solidfiy the ambigous blind caveflish floundering into a victim orientated narrative--i have to stop doing that, mostly b/c i think that when i do it means that when i really am a victim it makes it harder (i didnt know what i wanted to do after highschool, and it took me a few years to discern, and then i got shot down, but it was grapeshot and not aaack aack anti aircraft)

and i am a writer, and im a good writer, and things are happening in fits and spurts, but that always happens.

now go look at the fucking monkies in hats.