email from out of the blue from a buddy who disappeared...nice.

clarifcation from yesterday about the two faced thing-i'm a gay christian, something i live w. , w/o the conflict it confuses some people

write a peice on the roman catholic priesthood advocating celibacy- get the back page in the opinon section, write smut(esp. using the line "butch gods with cocks like tree trunks"- get yr mug plastered in the teaser, have old buddies stop and gush. (although two people i know have commented out of the blue on the r/c thing) (which makes me worry-what do the people who like the celibate preist hood thing think of the cockpeice and vice versa, i mean do i have to belive every word to be a good writer, if i am confused and write a peice of advocacy, am i a hypocrite- am i being honest to my audience ? )

working on another fag peice- this time comparing the recent outing of our anon. ball player and the "gay marriage" of the two wrestlers. its all about the autehnticity of idenity compared with the politics of spectacle, it aint gonna fly at the gateway, anyone want it ?

btw, nath and mark both like my blog-which makes me feel stupid, because all it is is self indulgent ranting-come here you two and give me mad hugglez-yes thats a word.