new years eve meant:
spending time w. fred. in which he admitted to being depressed, haaving trouble with the mission, being nervous about meeting me b/c i might hit on him (i was tempted, he was deeply attractive), then a dinner of salad, filet mignon, creme brulet and an excellent manhattan and a v. v. good pinot noir drinkwater, (70) and then drinking with a bunch of poms and aussies, where we had beer and then an elaborate drinking card game, then at queer club boyztown where i had two g and ts, one vodka tonic, one vodka orange. and then a small bottle of cali sparkling white, danced my ass off, talked some, had fun, spent too much money, got a little drunk.

calgary aint half bad.

(two thots: what does it mean that i found the graphix of the xbox better then any of the fine art ive seen in months.
freds mom is a pyschatric nurse who belives that pyshcosis may come from the war in heaven, and is nervous about meds, i gave her rd laing.)