i think one of the reasons why i am writing this book is to understand...do you know that i still (want) (think i can) be saved from homosexuailty, that homosex, (sex) can be cured by prayer and that (part) (some) (more then i would like to admit) there is a desire for this to happen.

how do i get rid of that.
esp. w. my recent desires towards C.

(i want to know how to do a life transplant, where everything you had in the secualr world can be remade in the xian world, be it anime or day trading)

andrew d would know about this shit, i should email him.