pat said to me that he was worried that i was moving to t.o. b/c my support network was, and there were reasons to go to van instead.

ive been thinking west instead of east, cause i love vancouver and it will be harder to get there once im gone, but i think i will be lonely...

i am following my support network, in case i end up with depression, in case i keep falling down and going boom, in case i get lonely, cause i want this to be a grand adventure, b/c bryan is a salmon when it comes to beuraccay(sp) (except for the fucking and dying bit).

but its not pat, its bry and its d.
esp. d, the wise and clever d...who knows all the spots, who did it which means so can i, and because she keeps stuart smiling me...but w/o the obsequiousness.

see im TO because of d., b/c d=precdence.
i should have done it long ago, bryan and pat are g iving me balls.