i wonder if (not the theory, or the thinking, because those can be changed or challeneged by books and talk) but the practice of sexuality stops when one has been abused.

i wonder if my sexuality hasnt grown since 15, b/c of sjsa.

i once again wonder if theory is praxis.

rays here, and we t alked about it last night, and didnt really come to any conclusions...but he suspects andi it may be the case.

(other note: rachels gift, a pink plastic saints bracelet, three magazines, one of her pocket pusssies, ruby slippers and other camp artifacts were deeply loved.)