im on a 4 hour pass, at the millwoods library, typing this among other people, sort of told to do something, whuch explains why im not on the ward.

bored, tired, frustrated, feeling indulgent, but ive felt indulgent for months, so thats nothing new.

its like you know, new therapy, new shrinks, a new god, new friends, new drugs, new art, wanking w. yr left hand instead of yr right, new hobbies, nothings gonna get me out of this mess.

ya know?
ase